I love You Momma!

Call it crazy but I call it missing my Momma...

I was in Walgreens the other day and I walked by this card that stood out. Mainly because it had a black woman on it that immediately reminded me of my Momma. So I stopped and read the card and ironically, it was a birthday card for a mother. I have not looked at birthday cards for a Mother since she passed, one because I purposely avoid them and two because it's painful.

However, I was drawn to this one particular card. As I read it I actually felt like I was saying it to her and felt as if she was still here with me and listening. Needless to say, I got emotional and even though she's not with me I bought the card anyway and will keep it in remembrance of her. I love you Momma and miss you so very much! There are so many things I would love to share and talk to you about.... :-( #inMyFeelings

To My Mom on Mother's Day 2014

Way back then, I fore-knew you. It was before I was even conceived that God had already predestined our o' so brief moments together. Although I cherished the days you were here with me (us), I cherish your memory even more. Yes, God said you had to leave, but He told me as long as I live I can have my memories of you. That is one of the best gifts he could have ever given me. At times I took you for granted and just knew, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that you would be with me forever but God had other plans. I respect His plan even though His plan took the breath clean out of me. I didn't question Him then and I won't start now. But what I will do is take the strength and lessons I learned from you, and from losing you, and make my days here without you worth my while. I don't have to tell you I love you because I'm sure you know that already. But I will say Ride Sallie Ride, that sweet chariot until the wheels fall off. ..#TURNDOWN4WHAT #ENJOYHEAVENSJUBILEE... HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!!! :-) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥